clarification...

Because I'm just paranoid enough to think that someone might not have understood me, I feel it vitally important to note that the aforementioned most wonderful, smartest person in the whole wide world isn't someone I've met yet.

I wish for that person. But I really don't know if I believe that someone like that really exists. I just wish for him. I wish to be loved as much as I need. and I don't know...sometimes the fantasy is really better than the truth.